So yeah, I am here -ONLINE- for a few minits. "Last visit was: Tue Mar 09, 2010 9:07 pm"
If I was still able to get to the private part of the forum I would tell you things over there, a big roman. But you don't need romans. =)
Sorry for the people I hurted (if I did... yeah I'am SURE I DID, sorry I mean it, really), and sorry for leaving so quickly.
I was not really myself everydays, or maybe a little too much. I had a lit of problems rl and wanted to find the fun online that I was forbiden irl.
Regrets? Nah... not really, I have a RL now. A girlfriend since 2012 and... *tadaaaaaa shazaaam* A SON! =) a little adorable demon, since end of 2016... heh
No regrets. Just memories and sometimes melancholia like now. A lot of people I would say "hi" but can't because most of them were on my friendlist in game and I've lost most of my mail contacts due to a TONS of crap.
I never got back and will probably never (who knows........) will go back to AO, but I was for some time in TSW and over there I sent some PM to some of my best friends in game from AO. I guess either you never got those messages or maybe I pissed you, annoyed or hurted you too much to get a reply. In any case I understand!
Anyway! The last post I see here was from 2015 from my lovely friend Dasubervixen (that I was not able to contact...
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and trust me goddamn YOU I -DID- TRIED many times!!!) so I guess there isn't much anymore people around or probably not that I met online and know or remember by names (sometimes I forget who is who but never without forgeting the people behind, if that makes any sense).
I just wanted to say HI and that I never forgot you. Thank you for your help and patience during those years! If I left, it's not because I wanted it. I lied Vallikat. I told you that to give you an excuse. And I freakin HATE lying. I did not want to leave without a word and I was not able to tell you I would have LOVED to stay. But I really was feeling like sh* during those last weeks before I left.
If some of you thought my feelings were lies or joke or "game" or whatever else, I'm sorry, but it was not the case. If I left, it's because somebody that was really important to me, HAD fun of me and everything I previously said that I was not. So yeah.... it was about time to leave everything and delete every account from every game I had fun with that person. And trust me if I tell you I deleted some beloved characters that I shared with some of you here, to another place. Sorry to never left you a word about it . (Ok, DAS? )
I remember every one of you, even if I may be wrong about some of your alias nowadays.
Still a big rant damn! That's all me, and in a bad English heh.
Have fun, cheers, and big kisses to ya all!
Eleanore69/Sydney69/Lilith69/Cassie69 and dunno...lol I don't even remember my own toon names.
Special hugs to Dasubervixen, Vallikat, Jezebelle (rooooh! I was the one pesting you to join dancer as I was recruiter and now you are president!), Eadaoin, Acazza, Lutzie (ewww no kisses for ya! but I send you trapist beers from belgium instead mofo!), Heavenly (sry miss), and damn other important people I forgot the pseudo
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some are not even here in dancers (or not even anymore) but were in gsp or just in ao. Anyway. Have FUN!!! \o/